"I'd cut everything out and see how long I could go before I had to eat. At one point, I managed five days. I read about a girl who ate tissues to fill herself up, so once I tried to force Kleenex down my throat. But not only was I still hungry, I nearly choked on a ball of tissue."
- Billi Piper, on what she's done to stay thin

How sad can life be? Just because of the word beauty. Its kinda funny, as I was browsing magazines and stuff, the number of ads, products, articles on surgery and all sorts of artificial ways to make urself sexier and beautiful is just uncountable. And I cant remember any single one that made an impact on me. It seems like beauty n surgery is a never-outta fashion-trend from lipo, botox, funni injections that pull ur skin or shape ur body to all those silicone implants and all those weird things stuffed into ur body. So that the you + plastic (or whatever material) = sexy and beautiful. Perhaps its just media and those male magazines that create this illusion that those images are what thats desired by both women and men, and women just chiong all out to achieve those effects. So that they can feel confident and attractive to men. Some women said they do that so that their husbands won't get seduced or fall into temptations outside. Quite sad when I saw that actually and especially when I know that cases of men doing such tings are not uncommon. Somehow men can just be attracted to that artificial beauty, even in magazines.

Yeah of course there is nothing wrong with being a person gone under knives before. But is it really worth it? Maybe it is, if u r in hollywood or sth (maybe thats why they are in hollywood), but as normal people? As someone normal, perhaps not. If you need to go under knives to get confidence and attraction and even love from ur man, its realli a sad case. And for the latter, u can dump that man.

Well, I remembered someone who loves to say this: Beauty is a flower by which nature devours. Why go against nature then? We are all humans.