Moving on to e new job soon. But I guess I will miss ml alot alot. Esp the frens and people there. Ironically it is cuz of 'people' reason that I leave.
2.5 yrs of ml life passed just like that. People that walked into my relationship life during these 2.5 yrs - some are gone, some are getting married. 2.5 yrs isnt that long actually. A fren commented that he felt that 2.5 yrs is long. Hmm. Well, time to move on for me! Really dont know if things will be better at the new place, but well, I thought I am still young to take risks and explore, so why not?
Im getting pissed and annoyed. Why do guys just wana be unfaithful when they are already attached? Just so recently, 2 guys come and disturb my life.. suggesting stupid tings.. which obviously I know they are out for flings and they are freaking attached. wth. No matter how many times I tell them this is not right etc.. they can reply with so many bloody reasons. N I said straight to them I wont do things like that if I am attached.
Some guys are just never satisfied. Some have hot girlfriends some more, then why? Thrill? Curiosity? Desperate?
Nvm... mood spoiler.
After so many mths of seeking balance... I am still seeking balance in my life. Things keep changing, views keep shifting. Sometimes I really hate it. When will it settle into the more stable path? How to hope while not expect?
