Hf feels abit sad all of a sudden. I must be tryin too hard. Duno why I have that heart wrenching ache. Why should I clench my fists so hard.. just let go.

The sky is like a postcard. Everyday it paints me a different color. It's actually not a bad thing to work at harbourfront.. where I can see the sea and the sky on the way to work or during lunch. When I look at the sky, I will smile when I know that the same sky is looking over the people I love or loved.

I was looking at my ipod and it still looks pretty new. It is 5 yrs 1 mth 8 days old. Didnt expect my ipod to last so long, it lasted even longer than my longest relationship. How long can feelings and emotions really last? How true can a love be? How many times can a love be true? Loving and being loved the person he/she is.. is a nice thing. Having someone that makes u feel that u wana do things for him/her.. is blissful. I like that feeling of shopping/looking for things and doing things for somebody I like. It's like even when it's time spent alone, I feel happy coz that person is on my mind and he is my purpose. And I realise it is hard to want to do sth for someone, so to have a person I wana do things for can be a kinda bliss.

There were 2 days I felt a bit lonely recently. Once was when I was shopping while waiting for friend.. An hour passed... another hour passed.. n I am still waiting. Initially I didnt feel lonely but after a while I started looking at the watch. Maybe coz it's a friday night I dont like to be shopping alone. Fris are for me to go out and be happening. That day makes me recall my early ML days when I always wait for frens to knock off.. and the clock jus ticks ticks ticks.. as I walked rounds rounds rounds.

Recently addicted to this korean variety called we got married. It's damn sweet and nice. So hooked to it. They are stars, forced together in a 'marriage' and they have to stay together while there are hidden cameras to capture their awkwardness and eventually the transformation in their rs from getting to know each other to getting used to each other.. and for one or two couples.. maybe to even liking each other. Kinda sweet when one guy said isnt it normal that he thinks that his wife is the best and prettiest.. and in one of the varieties, when one of the guys were questioned: which lady do u tink will win this round or sth.. he said: who else but my wife, she's the best. Another guy said: are there any ladies at all besides the one sitting next to me. Haha. Hillarious. But it's cute and natural response. Really like the show coz it's so so natural and sweet.

There is also this part.. sth the girl says and I really agree with her. She is the never do housework type. And she always appears a bit indifferent. One day when she does sth for him, cook sth for him etc.. that guy was so touched. And she said it never felt like this before. Doing something for someone and feeling very happy to know that he is very happy receiving the gift. That feeling is so nice. And that guy was so touched that he said 'come over , jus come over wife' 'come over i wana give you a hug'. And they did. It was so heartwarming. I guess this is the bliss in doing sth for someone which I talked about. It makes the other person smile and makes u smile. For a very very long time.

Hear that song so many times in so many places at all the oh-so-right times. That time outside the restaurant/crystal jade, in timbre, another time when passing timbre, in the lounge, in my fav hang-out bar...... n even when i click 'shuffle' on my ipod...

Baaa. Life at work getting sucky. I really dislike xp :X

I love looking at the sky every day *smile*

Xin dong. Heard the song just now. It's a decade already. I dont feel a thing. I just love the old me then. Yet it must be today that sth so coincidentally happen. After hearing the song. I take it as a coincidence, not fate's arrangement. I have long accepted what is real and what is not. And I wont change the facts I perceived.

Recently there are some other 'coincidences' that happened too. Well, I dunno where god is guiding me towards. I hope god can tell me where my final destination is and not let me make so many stopovers anymore.

Today I am in a happy mood somehow. (Before and after whatever so called coincidences today) Though I am still not fully recovered yet. Some nice quotes from movies:

"My mother always said, life was like a box of chocolates, you never know what you're gonna get" - Forrest Gump

"Im just a girl, standing in front of a boy, asking him to love her" - Notting Hill

"When you're young everything seems like the end of the world, but it's not, it's just the beginning" - 17 Again