It was a walk down memory lane. This walk was triggered just in that split second. Mixture of feelings afterwhich was drowned in some alcohol. I would have drank much more, but I still kept it at my intended low intake. I would also have laughed more that night, but it seems harder to laugh. I would have done more impulsive things that night that may result in a different today, but I held back. The images just keep appearing in my mind intensively, including those that usually bring tears to my eyes. I guess I really did love.
These things have been happening to me in these few weeks. Running into people from my past. So weird, have never seen them for yrs and all of them appear during this same short span of time. Ironically, today is the bdae of another person from my past and this mth also contains anniversaries that no longer mean anything to anyone. It is hard to comprehend how two lovers become two strangers. That's how the term 最 熟悉的陌生人 comes about bah. Can such strangers become good frens instead? It wud be perfect if there is just one relationship in my life isnt it? Who's the next person I will see?
