Never thought I would come back to this stage again, feeling what I am feeling. I do not think I am a confused soul but I think things are trying to find their right place in my life again. And it is a surprise how I move certain things and how their importance changed. Or maybe it was a natural movement that I wasnt aware of as time passes. Maybe my mindset has changed.. and I no longer is as ambitious in career.. trying too hard to get the things I want. Coz what I really want is not to enjoy success, but to share success. Coz even if I get out of the rat race, I am still a rat. Yup, thats why it was one of my msn nicks recently.
I am embracing life with a whole new note. Is that good or bad? Trying to find that balance and that peace. Trying to rid that insecurity and fear. Trying to find things I love and enjoy certain passions. Walk walk walk in that circle of life.. And then bump bump bump into those people from the histories of ur life. And u wonder.. where u are sometimes.
