Addiction to Lucky by Jason Mraz recently. It's been weeks and Im still playing the song few times a day. Really sweet song that makes me close my eyes and dream. I imagined a wedding with a guy playing this song on guitar...etc etc. Beautiful and romantic.
Liang Jing Ru's new album is also very very nice - particularly like 2 songs "SHU YU" and "MEI YOU RU GUO". For the second song I like the verses that go: 如果我说 爱我没有如果 错过就过 你是不是会难过 若如果拿来当借口 那是不是有一点弱 如果我说 爱我没有如果 真的爱我 就放手一搏 还想什么 还怕什么 快牵起我的手. This song is done in an R&B style, pretty nice.. though the middle part's lyrics are not really written with that great techniques. These 2 starting verses are really nice and there is this line in e middle that goes: 别怕太快乐. Simple line. It stems from e happiness when you think you like someone... and then you try to control your liking for somebody that's how the line comes abt. *smile* this song is written really well..asking somebody to express and declare love if there really is. But I guess it is hard..... that is why the most beautiful stories are those with no answers, no conclusions and that never ending "....". The harder it is to close a chapter, the more pain you feel, the more desires you have, the more that chapter is treasured. Perhaps it is just like that...so I should leave the unclosed chapters open ended? The song ai mei will describe the feelings of an unclosed chapter best. I gota keep telling myself each time I flip those old chapters.. that hey ger thats over when some part of me tells me it is not. Those pictures in the old chapters appear in my mind again..those walks..those songs..those talks..that dance floor which i really want to go down to create that first and last romantic dance. I was so afraid of creating memories so I hesitate. Even though I know the moments of creation will bring me utmost happiness. If my hand was taken, I would have gone ahead to create the memory and that smile but it was not. I guess this song really describes all these. All the 'If's. But still, towards some things, I do not think I will still take too much initiatives. I will stop just here coz it hurts. Karma? HF, time to let go and say bye to B..chapter B. And Im hearing the song that is now playing: 'It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever. I never knew I could hurt like this. And everyday life goes on Like..I wish I could talk to you for awhile I wish I could find a way try not to cry..As time goes by'.
Recently hearing lotsa love stories. All sorts of love stories. I feel like writing abt all the love stories but do not feel like wanting to be part of any love story. Maybe do not want to be part of any story without love. Recently I came across this line that I think makes a lot of sense. "Everything you want is just outside your comfort zone." Yeah, perhaps I should inch out of my comfort zone soon. Sometimes, getting into a new relationship is like getting out of your old comfort zone to get into a new comfort zone, isnt it? But the steps taken in between the zones can be painful, lonely and sad. It is usually hard to decide to take that step out.
Let me end with the song 属于.
我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果 都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局 我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬 我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心 我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情 我们再一起努力
属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧
为什么 不敢呢 不要呢 是他吧
命中早就注定了的那个他 是他吧
他原来就在这里啊
