Im surprised, or rather disappointed I still remember todae's date. It is m***'s bdae. Never call him by that name for soo long. But of coz didnt do anything. Why should I? I was reading his exgf's frenster yesterday. Though I used to be jealous of her, and her amount of time with him, I felt sorry for her. She must be like the me years ago, still in the phase of waiting, not being able to let go. She's in a terribly confused state, not knowing what to do next with supposed 'no choices', standing at the 'crossroad'. And she said its not a matter of 'can' go thru sth agn, but whether she 'want'. I totally empathize with her. And I already can picture the story that has happened over the last few months when we suddenly lost contact. Not surprising that she wud probably mention me in their confrontation, quarrel, negotiation whatever since it is such a coincidence that he and me broke up at the same time. And coz of that (knowing he hates to be misunderstood and to be accused of lying), he would give up everyone to prove himself. Yah if Im her, I also wun believe in such a coincidence. Nearly 4 yrs ago, he nearly get back with me. Then during the 4 yrs, we are quite sure we will marry our new partners. Den 3+ yrs later, we broke up at the same time wo telling each other, yet we .................

Is he feeling miserable? Does he love anyone else now? Hmm. Or am I glad that Im out of that miserable state she's in now at the age of I think 26?

Anyway, find this really interesting:
"When it is women's dead end, they get married. When it is men's dead end, their wives divorced them."