oh no oh no.. why am i worrying abt hw i perform in front of someone, how i act like in front of someone.. n regretting wat i did. argh. wats with mi??? shucks.... is it gone? why like that =( i havent cared abt the way i am in front of anione for so darn long. n nw im regretting being rude. realised after erm few days? awwwww. ive killed my own chance.
Why is it that the person im more interested in just dun take any action while those im not interested in just keep trying, keep impressing. Yah perhaps other gers in my shoes will be impressed by some of the tings the latter grp of guys are doing. But im not, im curious in pple that din even try to impress. I assume im jus curious, yah not interested ok haha. At least not yet if it's gona be. This is weirddd. But my friend said this is a gd sign for me coz it means ive finally started to open up abit more and be more receptive. But unfortunately receptive towards someone passive? gada..... =( mabe its just temporal curiosity.
