Woke up feeling troubled. I dunno why. 心中有一种不安.

I just learnt sth. When it comes to love, there is even a higher level. There's anguish in someone when his or her loved one is attached to someone else or married to someone else. He or she will be so affected, so influenced, so devastated. But there is even a higher level (hm mabe level is not the right word). You can love the other person so much that you would rather noe than he is attached to someone else or married to someone else than to noe that aniting ill happen to him. And by jus thinking of the latter creates the same kind of anguish n impact as the first case or the previous 'level'. Argh.

N when you love someone.. you will never be able to not forgive him or her for anything. That is one of the things abt love the show I watched yesterdae portrayed. It's not being silly. It's just love and the depth of love.

Okay, meanwhile I pray that he is fine wherever he is. And I already knew that no matter what he does, Im gona forgive him n find excuses for him just like what i have been doing for all these years. The dumb girl is going to go to the beach to think abt things again on the coming v-day i guess. Just like what she did about 5 v-daes ago,for the same reason for the same person.