Had a exhausting chalet yesterday. Din sleep the whole nite, out talkin with my frens. Also not bad quite enjoyable.. compared to playin monopoly or risk again n again haha.

Suddenli tot abt my another grp of frens.. of which one of them kinda hurt me recentli. Its so scary when u have always treat her like your real fren, and suddenli one dae realised that she backstabbed u. Or do things that u wudnt have expected her to do as your friend. I shouldnt have trusted people so easily on the first look or on the surface. But I always talk to her as though shes my close fren. Coz close frenships always develop with one person opening up him/herself first followed by the other. In making friends Ive always been more trusting less cynical compared with bgrs (boy girl rs). Just hope that it's just an exception. Was bothered for a while only anyway.

As for the two parallel paths that crossed and became parallel again, I decided to let things take its own course too. What s meant to be will be, isnt it? Though I really wish to try further, I do not know how and I have no means of doing so. Will I regret when Im old? Should I try? Hmm, let me think another period of time first. Perhaps Im just so afraid of getting hurt again and fear living my whole life with huge emotional baggage. chuan2 dao4 qiao2 tou2 zi4 ran2 zhi2.. I hope will have better n happier things to update next time =>