有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
总是想再见你
还试着打探你消息
原来你就住在 我的身体守
护我的回忆
I wonder if u would play this song again and again like in the past. Throwing away physical tings doesnt throw away things thats become part of you. Sometimes dun u just wonder what life is about? What you realli want in your life and out of your life? And what is the meaning of your life? L.I.F.E. the simple yet complex word.
Recently, when I was just thinking about deaths, it just dawned on me that we are often so obsessed with the present trivialities that we neglect so many other aspects of our lives. And one day am I going to wake up a 61 yr old woman probably despaired, forlorn and full of regrets? And probably still don't know what life is about? I don't want to realise that I have been living in a race against time. Sometimes thinking about death as sth that eventually ends everyone, I just cant help wondering what is that I should or want to do before I get pushed into the fire and be gone forever, not knowing that me and my mind and my memories and my emotions are going to disappear from earth. Den what is life about? U r going to be gone in some decades and after a while no one remembers you. Ya Im kinda morbid tonight gosh.
