Im so freaking bored just after reading two papers for my risk n insurance module. Had my first paper today, my first exam paper in my whole uni life without presence of him. Surprisingly, I dun feel that I missed out sth. Mabe coz I was never dependent on him, which he thought I am, I presumed. Nay, like what suf said, Im alwiz very independent. Not that Im strong, just that I havent met anione that I cant live without. Got this parcel from him, my new Coach wristlet. Though I would have preferred brighter colors and sth lighter n less formal. Perhaps, I have changed that much that he doesnt even know what my preferences are anymore. Few yrs back when I was a more boring person, I would have loved this mohagony color.

But not really me now. Love the design though. Sigh but made me feel bad, I reali dun wish to owe him anymore time, efforts, feelings. Though I look forward to dec, Im dreading it.. I really dun wish to know what will happen when we c each other. Yes he wants to see me n wana work things out. Im quite at a loss, especially when Im so used to being alone. Talkin to a few frens who have been maintaining long distance relationships makes me think differently of the way I reacted when he was away. Perhaps it was just normal? One fren actuali told mi that it cud b so weird that the person feel so far away when he comes back that u cant even hold his hand. What was mine then? It was so long ago, I dun feel like recalling.

Anyway, my life only lacks one thing now. MUSIC!!!! Im like dying without music. This is ME ipod-less below!!

Music = My life........... AWWWWW. I shall go fix my ipod after exams. Cant put any new songs SOB. And I got to on my comp to listen to songs I wana listen to. Recently Im so mesmerized by Love in Harvard. But a bit disappointed when I heard that the female lead in the show oso went under the knife before.. No wonder she is so pretty n gorgeous. N guess what, the not-so-pretty female lead in GONG also went thru plastic surgery before. As well as many korean female actresses. One exception is Song Hye Geok (not sure how to spell but song hui qiao in chinese), starred in Full House. One big natural beauty. Ah well..

Haha and one interesting update in my life. I nearly went for this blind date thing HAHAHA. Can u believe it? My fren chanced upon this romancing thing, 4 blind dates arranged over 4 different days in coming dec, for the purpose of 'makin new frens' n winnin some prizes etc etc. I didnt know that I will have to hit this so soon wahaha. K la, maybe not so soon, not now la. It's not as though my condition is "ROTTING ON THE SHELF". NAYYYY... not YET. Though I must remember to check the expiry stamp on myself once in a while esp when time is passing so fast HAAAA. At least now Im still "FRESH ON DISPLAY" kekekke. im talking rubbish..fulstop for this lol.

Kies I gota keep going for just a few daes more, after wed then I can slack a bit before my last paper. Just so zero motivation, no mugging mood. Still keeping fingers crossed for some other things in my life.