will i really be happier takin the other route? leaving my seemingly stormless island with occasional rains.. to a vast ocean out there.. when someone like me has nearly given up hopes looking for a love that is mutual, equal, intense and deep? Sounds ironic right, if you have given up then you should stay on. Be on the receiving end and you will never get hurt. But im going out to probably get hurt. What a moron seeking for trouble eh?
But well.. i really feel that I need to be left alone for a period of time, perhaps some weeks, months.. I don't know. I find it so hard to trust anyone around me now. Words seem so cheap nowadays that I don't know where I can find genuinity and sincerity besides from friends I know for very long. My friends are really playing a very supportive role in my bad patch, simply when whatever few words they say I know they are true right from the heart, nothing that is fu1 yan3.
