im in a confused state of mind... is break up reali the solution.. wud things be better after i brk up or tings mite be better in e ling term if i hang on? am i doin sth on impulse...? or shud i sae i reali finalli c the lite.. facin reality after running away from it for so long.. time is tickling n im feelin the pressure.. i duno wat to do next.. im on the verge of throwing a dice to help mi decide wat to do next..
i realised nowadaes e more cheerful i appear the more upset im inside.. its so funni.. but i am reali laughin when i do.. or is that my mask.. sheesh the philosophy stuff is getting into mi haha. when i luk at myself from a third persons view.. i reali tink so.. is that my new transformation.. i dun remember me being lidat in the past.. when i was upset its will b damn obvious from the way i do tings.. nw it seems the opposite.. ahh nvm.. this doesnt matter..
sigh i jus wished to be left alone, with some time n space of my own.. but sch has kicked in... though not in full force yet.. how i wish time can jus stop for a while.. =(
